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Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Thursday, April 5, 2012

dialah dihati


kehadapan dia yang jauh di mata
diharap sihat2 hendaknya




memandangkan kita sama-sama bakal menghadapi exam yang tak berapa lama lagi, di sini ingin kuucapkan selamat berpulun berusaha mencapai sasaran yang kita sama-sama telah tetapkan. janganlah dikau risaukan diriku di sini. diri ini telah berazam mahu berubah menjadi sepertimu. doaku mengiringi setiap langkah perjuanganmu. kuharap dikau juga mendoakanku. akan kupegang pesanan dan amanatmu sejakku dibangku sekolah lagi, usaha sungguh-sungguh, kejayaan pasti milik kita bersama. terima kasih yang terhingga atas setiap masa yang telah dikau korbankan untukku sungguhpun di sana banyak lagi tugasan-tugasan yang perlu dikau diselesaikan. akhir bicara, jaga diri baik-baik, jaga solat, makan ikut waktu, jaga kesihatan, call mak abah selalu...

sambutlah salam rindu dariku,
saidatul~

Saturday, March 17, 2012

13 Mac yang lalu, tadaaaa :)



Daripada along


SEMOGA DILIMPAHI BERKAT DAN RAHMAT SEPANJANG UMUR


Daripada Angah

Abah! happy2 slalooo...doakan angah dapat jadi pilot. (badan xsasa ade hari..puiii!)


Dari deq JAi

doakan deq jai dapat jd inspektor! :)


dari Wawi


doakan wawi dapat jadi angkasawan


Daru mak,
hehehe...rahsia.
tetttttt







Wednesday, November 16, 2011

hak itu


hak itu sememangnya adalah miliknya
tiada yang boleh menghalang
andai itu yang mereka mahu
ambillah...
kerana kalian berhak atas diri kalian
aku di sini tetap tersenyum
jika itu yang menyuburkan hati mereka
biarpun luka kecewa
doaku padaNya sentiasa basah dilidah ini
damailah...
moga hati yang tersenyum 
itu sentiasa menjadi milik kita semua.



Tuesday, November 15, 2011



2 done...2 more ;)

Praise be to Allah, I already done to paper n 2 more paper will be on tomorrow. The happiness seems through my face at the first day. but... today, I made wrongness. I had confused  either 'jaiz munfasil n wajib muttasil' ;( ...both facts are very familiar. They always keep their mouth with these two facts. How dare you saidatul?
4 questions there, 1 obj/2 more in subj questions.
I had lost 3 marks surely.
Even though it just 3 marks, huhhhhh ~
n0thing to say.
Faultttt laaaaa!!! ;(
mengurang keconfidenan je.

please...
do not make any mistake again.
continue study,
'introduction of aqidah in primary school'
please be nice with me.
:)
hugahugahugahugahuga
bersungguh-sungguhlah kamu wahai saidatul radziah
insyaAllah masih ada peluang lagi disana.


When you get caught
In the pouring rain
With nowhere to run
Without anyone and you
Get a little bit frightened
Cause you've lost your way home
But through all the thunder and lightening
Just keep praying and keep
Saying to yourself

Yes I can, yes I can 
I'll make it through the rain
I'll stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I'm strong and in time
I can mend
When I'm afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
Live another day longer
And I make it through the rain

And if you keep on falling down 
Don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
If you keep pressing on, steadfastly
You'll have everything you need
Believe you will prevail
If you just say

Yes I can, yes I can 
I'll make it through the rain
I'll stand up once again
On my own and I know
That i'm strong and in time
I can mend
When I'm afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
Live another day longer
And I make it through the rain

There are times in your life 
When you feel like you can't
Keep going
But keep holding on, keep holding on
There are times in your life when you
Feel like the world all around you
Has shattered, but know that you can't be broken
Don't be afraid, stand tall and say

Yes I can, yes I can 
I'll make it through the rain
I'll stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I'm strong and in time
I can mend
When I'm afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
Live another day longer
And I make it through the rain
teringat lagu ni awk nyanyi 1 ketika itu
iye
sy jnji tebus kslapan sy
sy ade lagi 2 je pluang
sy akn pastikan yg trbaik dr sy
terima kasih ats smngtmu buatku yg tdk pernah pudar
juga doamu yang tidak pernah putus
insyallah, kuteruskan perjuagan ini shabis baik.

for the sake of you...

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

tQ Allah :)


"belajar rajen2 tw, klw rajen nty kite dtg tgnau lagi.."

aaaaaa...beznye! :)
suke suke suke suke suke

lagi laaa suke 
bile pukul 4 pagi dikejutkan dgn suara gembire

"awak...kite da dpt result thermodynamic... :)" [fuah.ade muke snyum disitu]
yekeee....s0, mcmne? ;) [kenyit2 mata sbb da twu cmfrm I will hear the bez sound punyelah]

Alhamdulillah, kite dpt 94%

Alhamdulillah. syukur. syukur Ya Allah.
:)
btambah lg 1 sbjek yg wt kte same2 bbual smbil lompat2.

zzzzZZZZzzzzz.....
sambung tdo dgn snyum2 smbil peluk2 bantal.
membukau smngt utk mneruskan hri esok. 

SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH :)

turn aku pulak lps ni.
takutnye
huh
wish you the best of luck and me too
InsyaAllah

Monday, November 7, 2011

اللغة العربية

Moga dibukakan segala pintu kefahaman
Moga dipermudahkan segala kesusahan
Moga diuraikan segala kerumitan
Moga diselesaikan segala kemasalahan
Moga diberkati segala usaha dan ketekunan
Allah, Aku perlukan Engkau temani diri ini pada setiap langkah agar tidak pudar semangat yang ada
Allah, Aku sedar malah Engkau lebih memahami kebolehan dan kemampuan diri ini
Bantu aku yang lemah ini oh Tuhan...

Sunday, November 6, 2011

sory :,(


O you who have believed, seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient.
(al Baqarah:153)

kawan
maafkan aku
maafkan setiap salah dan silapku
terkadang emosi tak tentu hala
 semua bende jadi tak kena
maaf kawan :(
rase bersalah selepas diperingatkan sebegitu....
Thank You Allah

Saturday, November 5, 2011


Rasulullah SAW bersabda:

“Bersemangatlah utk memperoleh apa yg bermanfaat bagimu 
dan
minta tolonglah kepada Allah 
dan
janganlah lemah.
Bila menimpamu sesuatu (dari perkara yg tidak disukai)
jgnlah engkau brkata: 
“Seandainya aku melakukan ini 
nescaya akan begini & begitu,”
akan tetapi katakanlah:
“Allah telah menetapkan 
dan
apa yg Dia inginkan, Dia akan lakukan,”
kerana sesungguhnya 
kalimat ‘seandainya’itu 
membuka amalan syaitan.”



(HR. Muslim)

Ya Allah
tersedar aku dari berfikir yang bukan2
betapa beharga nasihatmu
jadikan aku hamba yang sentiasa redha dengan setiap ketentuanMu Ya Tuhan..

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

yeah!

yeahhh
ops! wrongla...
ALHAMDULILLAH ;)
I woke up early today
b4 terlupe, wanna start the day with
BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRAHIM :)
I hope 
evrythings will be OK
yet, the kepala is still fenin2 lalat.hehe
xpe. air pns da masak sebaldi
bole mndy.
ok. 
nk break the fast first. XD
then cntnue by my MAB.
oyeah! fighting! fighting3!!! XD

final da tiba

assalamulaikum wbt
huish! lame xmrepek kt cny kn.
always copy n paste je la b4 ni
aduii.
demam melanda.
pakej terbaik time nk exam2 ni.
sakit perot+sakit tekak+selseme burung+sakit urat+demam yg teruk
huh.bilik pun da jd mcm hospital.
kiri kanan ubat.
siap ade nurse lg...eh,slap2...doktor peribadi saya.
DR.Muna
thnks sesangat cz take care sgt2 diri sy.
*bertuah
bbur awk sgt lah sedap
rse mcm nk lagi, tp da kene sound selera besor.xjadi suda...
dan2 wt2 kenyang.muahaha XD
btw, tgl smnggu lg nk exam.
satu mende xstat bce lg
nota ntah kemana
buku pn xde.
sumpah terok.
org len sume da bhari2 pulun sane sini.
so.tlg jgn bg alasan sakit tula nilah.
one week left is critical week ok!
strategi da rancang tp dont know when to start
nyonyet2 tgl bape ary je ag ni.
mlm ni sumpah xbole start lg,
even dmam da kurang,kepala still panas mnggelegak.
hidung tersumbat.
breng xbole nafas.
dduk pening pale.
diri nk tumbang.
ape ak nk wt ni?
:::Ya Allah. sembuhkan aku. spt sedia kala. :( :::
xbole nk wt mende klw da cmni.
ok.nk tido.
wlupun td da tdo2 ayam mcm org msuk ICU
kul 11 pg smpi kul 7 magrib.
tdo skrg.
esok nk bgn pepagi.
nk start bace MAB.
fighting! aza2 fighting! *version FULLROOM XD hehe
do pray for me ya.
you there, 
thank you so much 4 everything.
i'm here,
promise will do the best.
Insyallah.

xkan lupe,
I love you papa :)

Tuesday, October 18, 2011


Fly,
 open up the part of you that wants to hide away, 
You can shine, 
forget about the reasons why you can't in life, 
and start to try, 
cause it's your time,
 time to fly.
Yea! If you can dream it,
YOU CAN DO IT (!)


Monday, September 26, 2011


The sadness is still inside my heart.
I know that I must let it go.
I tried to find it at all place that we walked.
but the luck is not on me.


yesterday, I do not know why I had enough brave went there alone.
no ones in those sea when I was arriving at 6 pm.
lonely, I walked through the seaside.


my eyes always turned left and right.
hoping that I will find it.


after half hour finding it, I felt downhearted.
I sat on the sand, saw to the sky.


Ya Mueed, show me the place where I lost it
I really depend on You.
show me Ya Rabb.


my sadness is not because of the price.
it was the gift from my beloved.
If it just a cent, I will find it too.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

enchoes in the night


I'm writing feelings as they come.
 tomorrow I may be okay. 
but tonight I look out over a glass ocean, 
black as the night, adrift by myself,
no idea of where the boat will take me.
just knowing that I will feel alone.
the tears have come easily today and often. 
I feel as though I'm in a closet, locked away.
 I have returned a call to 'bear' BUT it's so difficult to talk. 
what does one chat about when one feels
 like that really have no reason or purpose?
 no one tries to understand the nature of being depressed.
 it goes so far beyond being "moody"..
my sadness is OVERWHELMING...

what makes me feel this way?

 I don't know how to be a strong, hard as I try. 
right now, deep in my chest I feel a crushing sensation,
as if the weight of all this has come to sit upon me
 and pin me down so I can't do a thing about it.

Tomorrow...
PERHAPS I'm okay...
My eyes hoping to see everything through 
rose-coloured glasses and my headache will go away.....

~ pesona ;(


Thursday, September 22, 2011




Perhaps I am doomed to retrace my steps 
under the illusion that I am exploring,
 doomed to try and learn 
what I should simply recognize,
 learning a mere fraction of what I have forgotten...

~ pesona

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

pehimpunAn+spotcheck=sekolah


yup.
I know that I will become a teacher one day.
for the first time :)
I was going to that 'havoc' ceremony...*lah sangat
Its OK if I didn't joined *kot, I got no infornmation pun...
BUT, today I have been very fortunate b'coz all those 'piuk,toaster,gas,n sume bebarang haram' were saved in my kotak ajaib.
alhamdulillah :)
the first thing I keep thinking of is how to hide? where can I put all those things?
janganla smpai kene rampas....:(

I just need to get past this. 
I just want this passing to be over with.
I love my piuk2 belanga n hampa2 gas so much :(
plez be halimunan...:(






thanks Allah for blessing me with
 friends just simply amazing.


in good times...
and
 in bad times...
 I'll be on your side forever more.


You've got troubles, I've got 'em too...




ahaaaa :P
merepek sudaaaa...




I don't need word to express
I don't need tears to shed
I don't need to ask for a smile
or a hand to hold me
and all I need is
to be your friend forever! :)

~ pesona

Monday, September 19, 2011

its U :)


THANK YOU
for...
caring,
listening,
laughter,
for all of the good times...
your support.

BUT most of all,

THANK YOU for being a wonderful 'bear'...

(^^,)





 
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