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Wednesday, November 16, 2011

hak itu


hak itu sememangnya adalah miliknya
tiada yang boleh menghalang
andai itu yang mereka mahu
ambillah...
kerana kalian berhak atas diri kalian
aku di sini tetap tersenyum
jika itu yang menyuburkan hati mereka
biarpun luka kecewa
doaku padaNya sentiasa basah dilidah ini
damailah...
moga hati yang tersenyum 
itu sentiasa menjadi milik kita semua.



Tuesday, November 15, 2011










2 done...2 more ;)

Praise be to Allah, I already done to paper n 2 more paper will be on tomorrow. The happiness seems through my face at the first day. but... today, I made wrongness. I had confused  either 'jaiz munfasil n wajib muttasil' ;( ...both facts are very familiar. They always keep their mouth with these two facts. How dare you saidatul?
4 questions there, 1 obj/2 more in subj questions.
I had lost 3 marks surely.
Even though it just 3 marks, huhhhhh ~
n0thing to say.
Faultttt laaaaa!!! ;(
mengurang keconfidenan je.

please...
do not make any mistake again.
continue study,
'introduction of aqidah in primary school'
please be nice with me.
:)
hugahugahugahugahuga
bersungguh-sungguhlah kamu wahai saidatul radziah
insyaAllah masih ada peluang lagi disana.


When you get caught
In the pouring rain
With nowhere to run
Without anyone and you
Get a little bit frightened
Cause you've lost your way home
But through all the thunder and lightening
Just keep praying and keep
Saying to yourself

Yes I can, yes I can 
I'll make it through the rain
I'll stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I'm strong and in time
I can mend
When I'm afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
Live another day longer
And I make it through the rain

And if you keep on falling down 
Don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
If you keep pressing on, steadfastly
You'll have everything you need
Believe you will prevail
If you just say

Yes I can, yes I can 
I'll make it through the rain
I'll stand up once again
On my own and I know
That i'm strong and in time
I can mend
When I'm afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
Live another day longer
And I make it through the rain

There are times in your life 
When you feel like you can't
Keep going
But keep holding on, keep holding on
There are times in your life when you
Feel like the world all around you
Has shattered, but know that you can't be broken
Don't be afraid, stand tall and say

Yes I can, yes I can 
I'll make it through the rain
I'll stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I'm strong and in time
I can mend
When I'm afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
Live another day longer
And I make it through the rain
teringat lagu ni awk nyanyi 1 ketika itu
iye
sy jnji tebus kslapan sy
sy ade lagi 2 je pluang
sy akn pastikan yg trbaik dr sy
terima kasih ats smngtmu buatku yg tdk pernah pudar
juga doamu yang tidak pernah putus
insyallah, kuteruskan perjuagan ini shabis baik.

for the sake of you...

Saturday, November 12, 2011

jenis apakah sy?

aaa...sy mmg susah nk bgaul dgn org yg sy xkenal. sy xpandai nk memulakan pbualan. tp bile sy kt dpn org ramai, sy mampu buat yg trbaik.
tapi, sy sntsa ada shbt baik...sorg saje.dmana2 sy brada.dr sy kck smpi besar.
hurm, sy xpndai kwn dlm jumlah yg ramai. sorg je da ckup. sy akn pstkan kami bhgia dmna2 kmi berada
betul, sy periang, ceria...
tapi dgn org yg rapat dgn sy je.hnya org yg rapat dgn sy akn faham sy.
hurmm, mmg sifat buruk sy suke memendam. sbb bg sy, org yg btul2 rapat dgn sy je mmpu mnyelami hati sy. sy xkan becerita masalah sy dgn org lain kcuali org yg slalu dgn sy n fmly sy sbb bg sy, privacy sy hnya sy shje.
bile sy bsama org yg sy rapat dduk dlm satu kmpulan ramai, sy xpandai nk bbual dgn semua.sy akn bckp dgn org yg sy rapat yg ada dsebelah sy je.
truk ke sy?
perlu ke sy berubah?
iye, sy akn cube brubah tp hnya mngikut situasi.

Thursday, November 10, 2011


moga diberkati hidup ini
moga lautan hilang gelora



terima kasih pd yg sntsa memahami
terima kasih pd yg sntsa  ada bsama tika susah mahupun senang
Alhamdulillah,
syukur atas pemberianNya...

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

tQ Allah :)


"belajar rajen2 tw, klw rajen nty kite dtg tgnau lagi.."

aaaaaa...beznye! :)
suke suke suke suke suke

lagi laaa suke 
bile pukul 4 pagi dikejutkan dgn suara gembire

"awak...kite da dpt result thermodynamic... :)" [fuah.ade muke snyum disitu]
yekeee....s0, mcmne? ;) [kenyit2 mata sbb da twu cmfrm I will hear the bez sound punyelah]

Alhamdulillah, kite dpt 94%

Alhamdulillah. syukur. syukur Ya Allah.
:)
btambah lg 1 sbjek yg wt kte same2 bbual smbil lompat2.

zzzzZZZZzzzzz.....
sambung tdo dgn snyum2 smbil peluk2 bantal.
membukau smngt utk mneruskan hri esok. 

SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH :)

turn aku pulak lps ni.
takutnye
huh
wish you the best of luck and me too
InsyaAllah

Monday, November 7, 2011

اللغة العربية

Moga dibukakan segala pintu kefahaman
Moga dipermudahkan segala kesusahan
Moga diuraikan segala kerumitan
Moga diselesaikan segala kemasalahan
Moga diberkati segala usaha dan ketekunan
Allah, Aku perlukan Engkau temani diri ini pada setiap langkah agar tidak pudar semangat yang ada
Allah, Aku sedar malah Engkau lebih memahami kebolehan dan kemampuan diri ini
Bantu aku yang lemah ini oh Tuhan...

Sunday, November 6, 2011

sory :,(


O you who have believed, seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient.
(al Baqarah:153)

kawan
maafkan aku
maafkan setiap salah dan silapku
terkadang emosi tak tentu hala
 semua bende jadi tak kena
maaf kawan :(
rase bersalah selepas diperingatkan sebegitu....
Thank You Allah

Saturday, November 5, 2011


Rasulullah SAW bersabda:

“Bersemangatlah utk memperoleh apa yg bermanfaat bagimu 
dan
minta tolonglah kepada Allah 
dan
janganlah lemah.
Bila menimpamu sesuatu (dari perkara yg tidak disukai)
jgnlah engkau brkata: 
“Seandainya aku melakukan ini 
nescaya akan begini & begitu,”
akan tetapi katakanlah:
“Allah telah menetapkan 
dan
apa yg Dia inginkan, Dia akan lakukan,”
kerana sesungguhnya 
kalimat ‘seandainya’itu 
membuka amalan syaitan.”



(HR. Muslim)

Ya Allah
tersedar aku dari berfikir yang bukan2
betapa beharga nasihatmu
jadikan aku hamba yang sentiasa redha dengan setiap ketentuanMu Ya Tuhan..

Wednesday, November 2, 2011



Kadang-kadang kita berdoa untuk kuat
Tapi banyak pula dugaan yang datang
Kadang-kadang kita meminta cerdik
Tapi masalah pula yang bertandang
Kadang-kadang kita meminta kebahagiaan
Tetapi huru-hara yang menjelang…

Dugaan menjadikan mental kita kuat
Masalah menjadikan kita berfikir
Huru-hara menjadikan kita tabah

SUBHANALLAH!…
Betapa hebatnya ALLAH…
Semua aturannya ada hikmah tersembunyi…..

Semoga Ujian dan Dugaan Nya membuatkan kita semakin dekat denganNya..
Semoga ketabahan dan kekuatan bersama kita..
InsyaAllah




4 flat !



4 FLAT
PLEASE GET IT!!!


Tuesday, November 1, 2011

yeah!

yeahhh
ops! wrongla...
ALHAMDULILLAH ;)
I woke up early today
b4 terlupe, wanna start the day with
BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRAHIM :)
I hope 
evrythings will be OK
yet, the kepala is still fenin2 lalat.hehe
xpe. air pns da masak sebaldi
bole mndy.
ok. 
nk break the fast first. XD
then cntnue by my MAB.
oyeah! fighting! fighting3!!! XD

final da tiba

assalamulaikum wbt
huish! lame xmrepek kt cny kn.
always copy n paste je la b4 ni
aduii.
demam melanda.
pakej terbaik time nk exam2 ni.
sakit perot+sakit tekak+selseme burung+sakit urat+demam yg teruk
huh.bilik pun da jd mcm hospital.
kiri kanan ubat.
siap ade nurse lg...eh,slap2...doktor peribadi saya.
DR.Muna
thnks sesangat cz take care sgt2 diri sy.
*bertuah
bbur awk sgt lah sedap
rse mcm nk lagi, tp da kene sound selera besor.xjadi suda...
dan2 wt2 kenyang.muahaha XD
btw, tgl smnggu lg nk exam.
satu mende xstat bce lg
nota ntah kemana
buku pn xde.
sumpah terok.
org len sume da bhari2 pulun sane sini.
so.tlg jgn bg alasan sakit tula nilah.
one week left is critical week ok!
strategi da rancang tp dont know when to start
nyonyet2 tgl bape ary je ag ni.
mlm ni sumpah xbole start lg,
even dmam da kurang,kepala still panas mnggelegak.
hidung tersumbat.
breng xbole nafas.
dduk pening pale.
diri nk tumbang.
ape ak nk wt ni?
:::Ya Allah. sembuhkan aku. spt sedia kala. :( :::
xbole nk wt mende klw da cmni.
ok.nk tido.
wlupun td da tdo2 ayam mcm org msuk ICU
kul 11 pg smpi kul 7 magrib.
tdo skrg.
esok nk bgn pepagi.
nk start bace MAB.
fighting! aza2 fighting! *version FULLROOM XD hehe
do pray for me ya.
you there, 
thank you so much 4 everything.
i'm here,
promise will do the best.
Insyallah.

xkan lupe,
I love you papa :)

Sunday, October 30, 2011

kehebatan Al-Quran



- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 1 hingga 25, dan ayat 244 hingga 255 adalah ayat pendinding kepada sakit-sakit gangguan yang disebabkan oleh sihir manusia melalui jin, iblis dan syaitan.

-Surah Asy Syuaraa’ ayat 95 hingga 118, Surah Arrad ayat 30 hingga 34, Surah Fussilat ayat 28 hingga 44, ayat-ayat di dalam Surah Taha, Surah Al-Hasyr, Surah Al-Ghaasyiyah dan Surah Asy Syura sungguh berkesan dibaca untuk mengeluarkan jin, benda-benda halus atau racun-racun perbuatan ilmu sihir atau santau dari badan manusia.

- Surah Muhammad ayat 21 hingga 32 dan Surah Taha ayat 120 hingga 135 adalah ayat “penyejuk” iaitu penawar kepada orang yang panas baran dan untuk mententeramkan jiwa, fikiran dan hati. Sekiranya hati rasa resah dan gelisah atau “moody” tanpa sebab, dengan mengamalkan ayat-ayat ini dapat mententeramkan jiwa dan hati.

- Surah Kahfi ayat 32 hingga 50 adalah digunakan sebagai ubat tahan sakit atau pain killer. Tetapi bila kita membaca terjemahan ayat tersebut, ia tiada kaitan dengan ubat tahan sakit, ini adalah kehebatan Al Quran.

- Ayat-ayat di dalam surah Al-Anfaal mengandungi banyak hikmah yang menyamai fungsi antibiotik-antibiotik kepada pelbagai penyakit.

- Ayat-ayat di dalam Surah Maryam dan Surah An-Nisaa’ dapat mengubati penyakit yang berkaitan dengan kaum perempuan seperti fibroid, ovarian cysts, dll.

- Ayat-ayat di dalam Surah Al-Qasas, Surah Al-Israa, Surah Ash Syura, Surah As Saaffaat, Surah Ambiyaa, Surah Al-Ahqaaf dan sebagainya banyak digunakan untuk mengubati sakit badan seperti jantung, sakit buah pinggang, dll.

- Surah Yassin ayat 72 hingga 83 dan Surah Ar-Rahman ayat 21 hingga 60 adalah ayat penerang hati dan sesuai untuk diamalkan oleh pelajar-pelajar atau anak-anak yang bersekolah.

- Surah Al-Waqiah ayat 36 hingga 74 untuk murah rezeki dari segi kesihatan, kewangan dan harta kekayaan.

- Surah Qaaf ayat 16 hingga 45 dan Surah Sod ayat 34 hingga 61 selalunya untuk penyakit yang ada kaitan dengan tulang (seperti sakit rheumatism, arthritis, sakit sendi, tulang patah atau fractured, slip disc, sakit tulang belakang).

- Surah Al Buruuj ayat 1 higga 22 selalunya di baca untuk penawar sakit-sakit yang berkaitan dengan perut (seperti gastric, stomach ulcer) atau penyakit yang berkaitan dengan usus besar atau usus kecil.






Tuesday, October 18, 2011


Fly,
 open up the part of you that wants to hide away, 
You can shine, 
forget about the reasons why you can't in life, 
and start to try, 
cause it's your time,
 time to fly.
Yea! If you can dream it,
YOU CAN DO IT (!)


Thursday, October 13, 2011

Allah is everything



When things are down
And you are out of your mind
Remember just remember
Allah is The Kind.

When your life is in darkness
And nothing is right
Remember just remember
Through the darkness,
Allah is The Light.

When nothing makes sense
And your heading for demise
Remember just remember
It doesn't make sense, but Allah is The Wise.

When times are troubled
And no one seems to care
Remember just remember
Allah won't hurt you, He is The Fair.

When your heart is breaking
And your pain makes you fall
Remember just remember Allah Sees it all.



When you are weak
And the road seems long
Remember just remember
Seek strength from The Strong.

When life is a burden
And everything is unstable
Remember just remember
Allah is The Able.

When the way is cloudy
And there is no one by your side
Remember just remember
Allah is The Only Guide.

When no one wants to listen
Or is willing to lend an ear
Remember just remember
Allah is always ready to hear.

When you are poor and penniless
And you are stuck in a niche
Remember just remember
Allah is The Rich.

When you are down in your misery
And there is nowhere to run
Remember just remember
You can always run to The One.

And when your scars are hurting
And your heart is in fear
Remember just remember
Allah is really here.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Dear My Allah





Dear Allah (SWT), I thank you for this day.

I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving Allah (SWT) and understanding. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness.Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through Allah (SWT) eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of Allah (SWT) and when this world closes in on me, let me remember your example to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak...
ISTAJIB DU'A ANA YA RAHMAN YA RAHIM.


Wednesday, October 5, 2011


no words can be describe my feelings right now. as if talking to the moon can reduce my sadness, I will. I will do that just for not hurting the others. sometimes...we need someone sitting beside us, its not to share any problems...just stay together, it was enough letting the weight in our cedar chest go away. but sometimes...the ones who we need can't be with us. Although the other one came for us, it was not same as the ones we needed.thank you for being with me whenever I needed you.but now, I need your soul other than yourself. perhaps, my heart voice flies toward your heart.

hati merintih
tiada yang tahu :(
riak kegembiraan tetapku pancarkan,
agar kau dan mereka tidak merasakan apa yang kurasa.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

I have try harder
even though its so hard
Let them know, I WILL
suddenly, writing this post making me remember the hero of 'karate kid'
huwaak! hiyah! yayayayayay!wacccaaaaa! 
ya, PRACTISE MAKE PERFECT!


oh no. exam is around the door of my room not to the corner.
its mean that if I open the door, or if the door was opened,
MR.Exam are there, standing and waiting me.


tomorrow, the day after tomorrow,n the day after and after tomorrow
he will knock my door
I must dress beautifully,
I must touch up my face as cute as a barbie dollie,
I must practise pretty smile as sweet as Shontelle.


BECAUSE


I wanna hug him tightly with a big happiness!



Wednesday, September 28, 2011

sakit perut


4 hari sudah
kesakitan yang tiada kekurangan
mungkin kifarah dariNya.
ya.
k.i.f.a.r.a.h

Alhamdulillah.

Monday, September 26, 2011


The sadness is still inside my heart.
I know that I must let it go.
I tried to find it at all place that we walked.
but the luck is not on me.


yesterday, I do not know why I had enough brave went there alone.
no ones in those sea when I was arriving at 6 pm.
lonely, I walked through the seaside.


my eyes always turned left and right.
hoping that I will find it.


after half hour finding it, I felt downhearted.
I sat on the sand, saw to the sky.


Ya Mueed, show me the place where I lost it
I really depend on You.
show me Ya Rabb.


my sadness is not because of the price.
it was the gift from my beloved.
If it just a cent, I will find it too.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

enchoes in the night


I'm writing feelings as they come.
 tomorrow I may be okay. 
but tonight I look out over a glass ocean, 
black as the night, adrift by myself,
no idea of where the boat will take me.
just knowing that I will feel alone.
the tears have come easily today and often. 
I feel as though I'm in a closet, locked away.
 I have returned a call to 'bear' BUT it's so difficult to talk. 
what does one chat about when one feels
 like that really have no reason or purpose?
 no one tries to understand the nature of being depressed.
 it goes so far beyond being "moody"..
my sadness is OVERWHELMING...

what makes me feel this way?

 I don't know how to be a strong, hard as I try. 
right now, deep in my chest I feel a crushing sensation,
as if the weight of all this has come to sit upon me
 and pin me down so I can't do a thing about it.

Tomorrow...
PERHAPS I'm okay...
My eyes hoping to see everything through 
rose-coloured glasses and my headache will go away.....

~ pesona ;(


Thursday, September 22, 2011




Perhaps I am doomed to retrace my steps 
under the illusion that I am exploring,
 doomed to try and learn 
what I should simply recognize,
 learning a mere fraction of what I have forgotten...

~ pesona

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

pehimpunAn+spotcheck=sekolah


yup.
I know that I will become a teacher one day.
for the first time :)
I was going to that 'havoc' ceremony...*lah sangat
Its OK if I didn't joined *kot, I got no infornmation pun...
BUT, today I have been very fortunate b'coz all those 'piuk,toaster,gas,n sume bebarang haram' were saved in my kotak ajaib.
alhamdulillah :)
the first thing I keep thinking of is how to hide? where can I put all those things?
janganla smpai kene rampas....:(

I just need to get past this. 
I just want this passing to be over with.
I love my piuk2 belanga n hampa2 gas so much :(
plez be halimunan...:(






thanks Allah for blessing me with
 friends just simply amazing.


in good times...
and
 in bad times...
 I'll be on your side forever more.


You've got troubles, I've got 'em too...




ahaaaa :P
merepek sudaaaa...




I don't need word to express
I don't need tears to shed
I don't need to ask for a smile
or a hand to hold me
and all I need is
to be your friend forever! :)

~ pesona

Monday, September 19, 2011

its U :)


THANK YOU
for...
caring,
listening,
laughter,
for all of the good times...
your support.

BUT most of all,

THANK YOU for being a wonderful 'bear'...

(^^,)





Wednesday, August 24, 2011

muna wahi photo shoot ;)





smile :)
senyum lebar lega SEBAB.... 
!@#$%^&*

^^,


Sunday, August 14, 2011

trime kasih ustaz!


ilmu itu sukar utk diperoleh
tiada di dalam buku
tiada di dalam catatan
hanya insan yang melaluinya mampu merasainya
jerih perit suka duka
indahnya...
kehidupan penuh keikhlasan
manisnya...
cinta bersulam ketulusan



"Dan ingatlah tatkala TuhanMu berjanji kepadamu: Sesungguhnya jika kamu bersyukur pasti Kami akan menambahkan nikmatKu kepadamu"


nota jari :
sesungguhnya, Allah itu memberikan rezeki dan pertolongan kepada sesiapa yang DIA mahu.




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