hak itu

hak itu sememangnya adalah miliknya

tiada yang boleh menghalang

andai itu yang mereka mahu

ambillah...

kerana kalian berhak atas diri kalian

aku di sini tetap tersenyum

jika itu yang menyuburkan hati mereka

biarpun luka kecewa

doaku padaNya sentiasa basah dilidah ini

damailah...

moga hati yang tersenyum 

itu sentiasa menjadi milik kita semua.

2 done...2 more ;)

Praise be to Allah, I already done to paper n 2 more paper will be on tomorrow. The happiness seems through my face at the first day. but... today, I made wrongness. I had confused  either 'jaiz munfasil n wajib muttasil' ;( ...both facts are very familiar. They always keep their mouth with these two facts. How dare you saidatul?

4 questions there, 1 obj/2 more in subj questions.

I had lost 3 marks surely.

Even though it just 3 marks, huhhhhh ~

n0thing to say.

Faultttt laaaaa!!! ;(

mengurang keconfidenan je.

please...

do not make any mistake again.

continue study,

'introduction of aqidah in primary school'

please be nice with me.

:)

hugahugahugahugahuga

bersungguh-sungguhlah kamu wahai saidatul radziah

insyaAllah masih ada peluang lagi disana.

When you get caught

In the pouring rain

With nowhere to run

Without anyone and you

Get a little bit frightened

Cause you've lost your way home

But through all the thunder and lightening

Just keep praying and keep

Saying to yourself

Yes I can, yes I can 

I'll make it through the rain

I'll stand up once again

On my own and I know

That I'm strong and in time

I can mend

When I'm afraid

I hold tighter to my faith

Live another day longer

And I make it through the rain

And if you keep on falling down 

Don't you dare give in

You will arise safe and sound

If you keep pressing on, steadfastly

You'll have everything you need

Believe you will prevail

If you just say

Yes I can, yes I can 

I'll make it through the rain

I'll stand up once again

On my own and I know

That i'm strong and in time

I can mend

When I'm afraid

I hold tighter to my faith

Live another day longer

And I make it through the rain

There are times in your life 

When you feel like you can't

Keep going

But keep holding on, keep holding on

There are times in your life when you

Feel like the world all around you

Has shattered, but know that you can't be broken

Don't be afraid, stand tall and say

Yes I can, yes I can 

I'll make it through the rain

I'll stand up once again

On my own and I know

That I'm strong and in time

I can mend

When I'm afraid

I hold tighter to my faith

Live another day longer

And I make it through the rain

teringat lagu ni awk nyanyi 1 ketika itu

iye

sy jnji tebus kslapan sy

sy ade lagi 2 je pluang

sy akn pastikan yg trbaik dr sy

terima kasih ats smngtmu buatku yg tdk pernah pudar

juga doamu yang tidak pernah putus

insyallah, kuteruskan perjuagan ini shabis baik.

for the sake of you...

jenis apakah sy?

aaa...sy mmg susah nk bgaul dgn org yg sy xkenal. sy xpandai nk memulakan pbualan. tp bile sy kt dpn org ramai, sy mampu buat yg trbaik.
tapi, sy sntsa ada shbt baik...sorg saje.dmana2 sy brada.dr sy kck smpi besar.
hurm, sy xpndai kwn dlm jumlah yg ramai. sorg je da ckup. sy akn pstkan kami bhgia dmna2 kmi berada
betul, sy periang, ceria...
tapi dgn org yg rapat dgn sy je.hnya org yg rapat dgn sy akn faham sy.
hurmm, mmg sifat buruk sy suke memendam. sbb bg sy, org yg btul2 rapat dgn sy je mmpu mnyelami hati sy. sy xkan becerita masalah sy dgn org lain kcuali org yg slalu dgn sy n fmly sy sbb bg sy, privacy sy hnya sy shje.
bile sy bsama org yg sy rapat dduk dlm satu kmpulan ramai, sy xpandai nk bbual dgn semua.sy akn bckp dgn org yg sy rapat yg ada dsebelah sy je.
truk ke sy?
perlu ke sy berubah?
iye, sy akn cube brubah tp hnya mngikut situasi.

moga diberkati hidup ini

moga lautan hilang gelora

terima kasih pd yg sntsa memahami

terima kasih pd yg sntsa  ada bsama tika susah mahupun senang

Alhamdulillah,

syukur atas pemberianNya...

tQ Allah :)

"belajar rajen2 tw, klw rajen nty kite dtg tgnau lagi.."

aaaaaa...beznye! :)

suke suke suke suke suke

lagi laaa suke 

bile pukul 4 pagi dikejutkan dgn suara gembire

"awak...kite da dpt result thermodynamic... :)" [fuah.ade muke snyum disitu]

yekeee....s0, mcmne? ;) [kenyit2 mata sbb da twu cmfrm I will hear the bez sound punyelah]

Alhamdulillah, kite dpt 94%

Alhamdulillah. syukur. syukur Ya Allah.

:)

btambah lg 1 sbjek yg wt kte same2 bbual smbil lompat2.

zzzzZZZZzzzzz.....

sambung tdo dgn snyum2 smbil peluk2 bantal.

membukau smngt utk mneruskan hri esok. 

SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH :)

turn aku pulak lps ni.

takutnye

huh

wish you the best of luck and me too

InsyaAllah

اللغة العربية

Moga dibukakan segala pintu kefahaman

Moga dipermudahkan segala kesusahan

Moga diuraikan segala kerumitan

Moga diselesaikan segala kemasalahan

Moga diberkati segala usaha dan ketekunan

Allah, Aku perlukan Engkau temani diri ini pada setiap langkah agar tidak pudar semangat yang ada

Allah, Aku sedar malah Engkau lebih memahami kebolehan dan kemampuan diri ini

Bantu aku yang lemah ini oh Tuhan...

sory :,(

O you who have believed, seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient.

(al Baqarah:153)

kawan

maafkan aku

maafkan setiap salah dan silapku

terkadang emosi tak tentu hala

 semua bende jadi tak kena

maaf kawan :(
rase bersalah selepas diperingatkan sebegitu....
Thank You Allah

Rasulullah SAW bersabda:

“Bersemangatlah utk memperoleh apa yg bermanfaat bagimu 

dan

minta tolonglah kepada Allah 

dan

janganlah lemah.

Bila menimpamu sesuatu (dari perkara yg tidak disukai)

jgnlah engkau brkata: 

“Seandainya aku melakukan ini 

nescaya akan begini & begitu,”

akan tetapi katakanlah:

“Allah telah menetapkan 

dan

apa yg Dia inginkan, Dia akan lakukan,”

kerana sesungguhnya 

kalimat ‘seandainya’itu 

membuka amalan syaitan.”

(HR. Muslim)

Ya Allah

tersedar aku dari berfikir yang bukan2

betapa beharga nasihatmu

jadikan aku hamba yang sentiasa redha dengan setiap ketentuanMu Ya Tuhan..

Kadang-kadang kita berdoa untuk kuat

Tapi banyak pula dugaan yang datang

Kadang-kadang kita meminta cerdik

Tapi masalah pula yang bertandang

Kadang-kadang kita meminta kebahagiaan

Tetapi huru-hara yang menjelang…

Dugaan menjadikan mental kita kuat

Masalah menjadikan kita berfikir

Huru-hara menjadikan kita tabah

SUBHANALLAH!…

Betapa hebatnya ALLAH…

Semua aturannya ada hikmah tersembunyi…..

Semoga Ujian dan Dugaan Nya membuatkan kita semakin dekat denganNya..

Semoga ketabahan dan kekuatan bersama kita..

InsyaAllah

4 flat !

4 FLAT

PLEASE GET IT!!!

yeah!

yeahhh
ops! wrongla...
ALHAMDULILLAH ;)
I woke up early today
b4 terlupe, wanna start the day with
BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRAHIM :)
I hope 
evrythings will be OK
yet, the kepala is still fenin2 lalat.hehe
xpe. air pns da masak sebaldi
bole mndy.
ok. 
nk break the fast first. XD
then cntnue by my MAB.
oyeah! fighting! fighting3!!! XD

final da tiba

assalamulaikum wbt
huish! lame xmrepek kt cny kn.
always copy n paste je la b4 ni
aduii.
demam melanda.
pakej terbaik time nk exam2 ni.
sakit perot+sakit tekak+selseme burung+sakit urat+demam yg teruk
huh.bilik pun da jd mcm hospital.
kiri kanan ubat.
siap ade nurse lg...eh,slap2...doktor peribadi saya.
DR.Muna
thnks sesangat cz take care sgt2 diri sy.
*bertuah
bbur awk sgt lah sedap
rse mcm nk lagi, tp da kene sound selera besor.xjadi suda...
dan2 wt2 kenyang.muahaha XD
btw, tgl smnggu lg nk exam.
satu mende xstat bce lg
nota ntah kemana
buku pn xde.
sumpah terok.
org len sume da bhari2 pulun sane sini.
so.tlg jgn bg alasan sakit tula nilah.
one week left is critical week ok!
strategi da rancang tp dont know when to start
nyonyet2 tgl bape ary je ag ni.
mlm ni sumpah xbole start lg,
even dmam da kurang,kepala still panas mnggelegak.
hidung tersumbat.
breng xbole nafas.
dduk pening pale.
diri nk tumbang.
ape ak nk wt ni?
:::Ya Allah. sembuhkan aku. spt sedia kala. :( :::
xbole nk wt mende klw da cmni.
ok.nk tido.
wlupun td da tdo2 ayam mcm org msuk ICU
kul 11 pg smpi kul 7 magrib.
tdo skrg.
esok nk bgn pepagi.
nk start bace MAB.
fighting! aza2 fighting! *version FULLROOM XD hehe
do pray for me ya.
you there, 
thank you so much 4 everything.
i'm here,
promise will do the best.
Insyallah.

xkan lupe,
I love you papa :)

kehebatan Al-Quran

- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 1 hingga 25, dan ayat 244 hingga 255 adalah ayat pendinding kepada sakit-sakit gangguan yang disebabkan oleh sihir manusia melalui jin, iblis dan syaitan.

-Surah Asy Syuaraa’ ayat 95 hingga 118, Surah Arrad ayat 30 hingga 34, Surah Fussilat ayat 28 hingga 44, ayat-ayat di dalam Surah Taha, Surah Al-Hasyr, Surah Al-Ghaasyiyah dan Surah Asy Syura sungguh berkesan dibaca untuk mengeluarkan jin, benda-benda halus atau racun-racun perbuatan ilmu sihir atau santau dari badan manusia.

- Surah Muhammad ayat 21 hingga 32 dan Surah Taha ayat 120 hingga 135 adalah ayat “penyejuk” iaitu penawar kepada orang yang panas baran dan untuk mententeramkan jiwa, fikiran dan hati. Sekiranya hati rasa resah dan gelisah atau “moody” tanpa sebab, dengan mengamalkan ayat-ayat ini dapat mententeramkan jiwa dan hati.

- Surah Kahfi ayat 32 hingga 50 adalah digunakan sebagai ubat tahan sakit atau pain killer. Tetapi bila kita membaca terjemahan ayat tersebut, ia tiada kaitan dengan ubat tahan sakit, ini adalah kehebatan Al Quran.

- Ayat-ayat di dalam surah Al-Anfaal mengandungi banyak hikmah yang menyamai fungsi antibiotik-antibiotik kepada pelbagai penyakit.

- Ayat-ayat di dalam Surah Maryam dan Surah An-Nisaa’ dapat mengubati penyakit yang berkaitan dengan kaum perempuan seperti fibroid, ovarian cysts, dll.

- Ayat-ayat di dalam Surah Al-Qasas, Surah Al-Israa, Surah Ash Syura, Surah As Saaffaat, Surah Ambiyaa, Surah Al-Ahqaaf dan sebagainya banyak digunakan untuk mengubati sakit badan seperti jantung, sakit buah pinggang, dll.

- Surah Yassin ayat 72 hingga 83 dan Surah Ar-Rahman ayat 21 hingga 60 adalah ayat penerang hati dan sesuai untuk diamalkan oleh pelajar-pelajar atau anak-anak yang bersekolah.

- Surah Al-Waqiah ayat 36 hingga 74 untuk murah rezeki dari segi kesihatan, kewangan dan harta kekayaan.

- Surah Qaaf ayat 16 hingga 45 dan Surah Sod ayat 34 hingga 61 selalunya untuk penyakit yang ada kaitan dengan tulang (seperti sakit rheumatism, arthritis, sakit sendi, tulang patah atau fractured, slip disc, sakit tulang belakang).

- Surah Al Buruuj ayat 1 higga 22 selalunya di baca untuk penawar sakit-sakit yang berkaitan dengan perut (seperti gastric, stomach ulcer) atau penyakit yang berkaitan dengan usus besar atau usus kecil.

Fly,

 open up the part of you that wants to hide away, 

You can shine, 

forget about the reasons why you can't in life, 

and start to try, 

cause it's your time,

 time to fly.

Yea! If you can dream it,

YOU CAN DO IT (!)

Allah is everything

When things are down

And you are out of your mind

Remember just remember

Allah is The Kind.

When your life is in darkness

And nothing is right

Remember just remember

Through the darkness,

Allah is The Light.

When nothing makes sense

And your heading for demise

Remember just remember

It doesn't make sense, but Allah is The Wise.

When times are troubled

And no one seems to care

Remember just remember

Allah won't hurt you, He is The Fair.

When your heart is breaking

And your pain makes you fall

Remember just remember Allah Sees it all.

When you are weak

And the road seems long

Remember just remember

Seek strength from The Strong.

When life is a burden

And everything is unstable

Remember just remember

Allah is The Able.

When the way is cloudy

And there is no one by your side

Remember just remember

Allah is The Only Guide.

When no one wants to listen

Or is willing to lend an ear

Remember just remember

Allah is always ready to hear.

When you are poor and penniless

And you are stuck in a niche

Remember just remember

Allah is The Rich.

When you are down in your misery

And there is nowhere to run

Remember just remember

You can always run to The One.

And when your scars are hurting

And your heart is in fear

Remember just remember

Allah is really here.

Dear My Allah

Dear Allah (SWT), I thank you for this day.

I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving Allah (SWT) and understanding. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness.Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through Allah (SWT) eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of Allah (SWT) and when this world closes in on me, let me remember your example to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak...

ISTAJIB DU'A ANA YA RAHMAN YA RAHIM.

no words can be describe my feelings right now. as if talking to the moon can reduce my sadness, I will. I will do that just for not hurting the others. sometimes...we need someone sitting beside us, its not to share any problems...just stay together, it was enough letting the weight in our cedar chest go away. but sometimes...the ones who we need can't be with us. Although the other one came for us, it was not same as the ones we needed.thank you for being with me whenever I needed you.but now, I need your soul other than yourself. perhaps, my heart voice flies toward your heart.

hati merintih

tiada yang tahu :(

riak kegembiraan tetapku pancarkan,

agar kau dan mereka tidak merasakan apa yang kurasa.

I have try harder
even though its so hard
Let them know, I WILL
suddenly, writing this post making me remember the hero of 'karate kid'
huwaak! hiyah! yayayayayay!wacccaaaaa! 
ya, PRACTISE MAKE PERFECT!


oh no. exam is around the door of my room not to the corner.
its mean that if I open the door, or if the door was opened,
MR.Exam are there, standing and waiting me.


tomorrow, the day after tomorrow,n the day after and after tomorrow
he will knock my door
I must dress beautifully,
I must touch up my face as cute as a barbie dollie,
I must practise pretty smile as sweet as Shontelle.


BECAUSE


I wanna hug him tightly with a big happiness!

sakit perut

4 hari sudah

kesakitan yang tiada kekurangan

mungkin kifarah dariNya.

ya.

k.i.f.a.r.a.h

Alhamdulillah.

The sadness is still inside my heart.

I know that I must let it go.

I tried to find it at all place that we walked.
but the luck is not on me.


yesterday, I do not know why I had enough brave went there alone.
no ones in those sea when I was arriving at 6 pm.
lonely, I walked through the seaside.


my eyes always turned left and right.
hoping that I will find it.


after half hour finding it, I felt downhearted.
I sat on the sand, saw to the sky.


Ya Mueed, show me the place where I lost it
I really depend on You.
show me Ya Rabb.


my sadness is not because of the price.
it was the gift from my beloved.
If it just a cent, I will find it too.

enchoes in the night

I'm writing feelings as they come.

 tomorrow I may be okay. 

but tonight I look out over a glass ocean, 

black as the night, adrift by myself,

no idea of where the boat will take me.

just knowing that I will feel alone.

the tears have come easily today and often. 

I feel as though I'm in a closet, locked away.

 I have returned a call to 'bear' BUT it's so difficult to talk. 

what does one chat about when one feels

 like that really have no reason or purpose?

 no one tries to understand the nature of being depressed.

 it goes so far beyond being "moody"..

my sadness is OVERWHELMING...

what makes me feel this way?

 I don't know how to be a strong, hard as I try. 

right now, deep in my chest I feel a crushing sensation,

as if the weight of all this has come to sit upon me

 and pin me down so I can't do a thing about it.

Tomorrow...

PERHAPS I'm okay...

My eyes hoping to see everything through 

rose-coloured glasses and my headache will go away.....

~ pesona ;(

Perhaps I am doomed to retrace my steps 
under the illusion that I am exploring,

 doomed to try and learn 
what I should simply recognize,

 learning a mere fraction of what I have forgotten...

~ pesona

pehimpunAn+spotcheck=sekolah

yup.

I know that I will become a teacher one day.

for the first time :)

I was going to that 'havoc' ceremony...*lah sangat

Its OK if I didn't joined *kot, I got no infornmation pun...

BUT, today I have been very fortunate b'coz all those 'piuk,toaster,gas,n sume bebarang haram' were saved in my kotak ajaib.

alhamdulillah :)

the first thing I keep thinking of is how to hide? where can I put all those things?

janganla smpai kene rampas....:(

I just need to get past this. 

I just want this passing to be over with.

I love my piuk2 belanga n hampa2 gas so much :(

plez be halimunan...:(

thanks Allah for blessing me with

 friends just simply amazing.

in good times...

and

 in bad times...

 I'll be on your side forever more.

You've got troubles, I've got 'em too...

ahaaaa :P

merepek sudaaaa...

I don't need word to express

I don't need tears to shed

I don't need to ask for a smile

or a hand to hold me

and all I need is

to be your friend forever! :)

~ pesona

its U :)

THANK YOU

for...

caring,

listening,

laughter,

for all of the good times...

your support.

BUT most of all,

THANK YOU for being a wonderful 'bear'...

(^^,)