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ya.

k.i.f.a.r.a.h

Alhamdulillah.

The sadness is still inside my heart.

I know that I must let it go.

I tried to find it at all place that we walked.
but the luck is not on me.


yesterday, I do not know why I had enough brave went there alone.
no ones in those sea when I was arriving at 6 pm.
lonely, I walked through the seaside.


my eyes always turned left and right.
hoping that I will find it.


after half hour finding it, I felt downhearted.
I sat on the sand, saw to the sky.


Ya Mueed, show me the place where I lost it
I really depend on You.
show me Ya Rabb.


my sadness is not because of the price.
it was the gift from my beloved.
If it just a cent, I will find it too.

enchoes in the night

I'm writing feelings as they come.

 tomorrow I may be okay. 

but tonight I look out over a glass ocean, 

black as the night, adrift by myself,

no idea of where the boat will take me.

just knowing that I will feel alone.

the tears have come easily today and often. 

I feel as though I'm in a closet, locked away.

 I have returned a call to 'bear' BUT it's so difficult to talk. 

what does one chat about when one feels

 like that really have no reason or purpose?

 no one tries to understand the nature of being depressed.

 it goes so far beyond being "moody"..

my sadness is OVERWHELMING...

what makes me feel this way?

 I don't know how to be a strong, hard as I try. 

right now, deep in my chest I feel a crushing sensation,

as if the weight of all this has come to sit upon me

 and pin me down so I can't do a thing about it.

Tomorrow...

PERHAPS I'm okay...

My eyes hoping to see everything through 

rose-coloured glasses and my headache will go away.....

~ pesona ;(

Perhaps I am doomed to retrace my steps 
under the illusion that I am exploring,

 doomed to try and learn 
what I should simply recognize,

 learning a mere fraction of what I have forgotten...

~ pesona

pehimpunAn+spotcheck=sekolah

yup.

I know that I will become a teacher one day.

for the first time :)

I was going to that 'havoc' ceremony...*lah sangat

Its OK if I didn't joined *kot, I got no infornmation pun...

BUT, today I have been very fortunate b'coz all those 'piuk,toaster,gas,n sume bebarang haram' were saved in my kotak ajaib.

alhamdulillah :)

the first thing I keep thinking of is how to hide? where can I put all those things?

janganla smpai kene rampas....:(

I just need to get past this. 

I just want this passing to be over with.

I love my piuk2 belanga n hampa2 gas so much :(

plez be halimunan...:(

thanks Allah for blessing me with

 friends just simply amazing.

in good times...

and

 in bad times...

 I'll be on your side forever more.

You've got troubles, I've got 'em too...

ahaaaa :P

merepek sudaaaa...

I don't need word to express

I don't need tears to shed

I don't need to ask for a smile

or a hand to hold me

and all I need is

to be your friend forever! :)

~ pesona

its U :)

THANK YOU

for...

caring,

listening,

laughter,

for all of the good times...

your support.

BUT most of all,

THANK YOU for being a wonderful 'bear'...

(^^,)